Spiritual
1. FROM MY MEMORIES :
MY MASTER : SHRI SHIVNESHAN SWAMI JI, A Shirdi Sai Baba incarnate November 15th, 2003, Chandigarh
A thought came to my mind to start recollecting my memories about my spiritual journey which started under the guidance of Pujya Shri Shivneshan Swami ji during 1985. I got in contact with Lord Sai Nath through one of his photograph during 1982-1983 when I was at Nainital and doing research work in Kumaun University and lived for few months at Kein Field Hostel of Kumaun University as a Sr.Research Fellow and during the visit to a student named Mr Manoj Kumar singh, (the MA Geography student from Dobhi,Jaunpur,a nice, humble and simple boy with a rural background but with ambitions to be a achiever in life.He often used to come me to me for a chat and once he invited me to visit his room).
When I was sitting in his room and Manoj was making tea , I saw a framed photo of Lord Sai Nath with a “Shiv Linga” and a snake over it. Out side this photo, he had put another photo of Shri Guru Naank Dev ji and he used to insert a “agarbatti” in the corner which had damaged a corner of this photo. I did not like it when I gazed again, a thought came to my mind and scolded Manoj by sating “Why Don’t You Take Care Of God’s photo, If You Love Him”. See this photo has been damaged.As a instant reaction, he said “SIR ! AAP LE LIJIYE”. I don’t know what prompted me, I said OK and brought that framed photo to my room and wiped out carefully and kept it on my study table from where it was facing towards my bed. I started offering agrabatti in the morning and used to see it often and specially when I was going to sleep.A peculiar feeling that some thing comes out of it when I see was being experienced. It continued for a long time which kept increasing my thirst to know more about this Shirdi Sai Baba.
A false ego of being a Scientist and not believing in any these kind of Babas was dominating mess I was not asking any one openly about this Shirdi Sai Baba but internally I was getting restless to know more about him. During the quest, some one told me about the movie directed by Mr. Manoj Kumar and he showed me that I got an opportunity to see this movie and this acted as GHEE on the ignited fire inside me and developed a love for Shirdi Sai Baba, which I realised later because love gives restlessness, if you do not meet the “loved ones”. Since, I did not know the reason for this restlessness at that time but now I understand. Before my introduction to Lord Sai Nath, I was a GOD FEARING person, who used to remember him through various names for any need based favour or when I am scared, if some thing went wrong .
I had written a master plan on November 03, 1985 for next twenty five years and the first mile stone was to get a project for going USA for higher studies and earn some money which I will use for doing business after I resign on December 31, 1990. The second mile stone was to start business and earn ten thousand crores of rupees on or before 2010 and get involved in Indian Politics and motivate good people with value system who can transform the India and take to Global leadership by 2030. This all was a “dream which I had seen with open eyes” which had stolen my sleep. Till now, I could never sleep for more than 2.5 to 3 hours in one stretch and I used to be without three – four days but on fifth day, I used to get acidity and drowsiness but now for last few years the capacity to be without sleep has come to an end but I am still not able to sleep for more than three hours but in case of restlessness or serious anxiety and sleeplessness, I take help of my girl friend i.e. a 2.5 mg sleeping tablet which makes me sleep about 4.5 to 5.0 hours and gives me freshness. I would like to mention the experienced when I had the longest sleep during my life after I started dreaming to become a Scientist.
I recall that in last few decades, I have slept only once some where in 2003 when one of my friend Mr. S.L.Purohit,ex-BOB officer, visited Chandigarh and we went to Shimla together with a Chartered Accountant Mr. Neel Kant and slept in a guest house of Bank Of Baroda where I had slept after early dinner at about 9 pm and got up at 6 a.m in the morning without a break. I always remember this sleep).
MEETING WITH PUJYA SADGURU SHRI MAHARAJ JI 6.00 am July 11, 2018, Jhanvi, Haridwar
Mr. Dev Chauhan along with Mr. Abhinav Gupta called me by giving reference of Mr. Rajeev Sharma, devotee of Pujya Neem Karori Baba and asked me for the time on 2nd June,2018. I was little busy so I asked them to come on 3rd at 9 pm. They came and had a discussion and it was decided that the site visit was to be visited and accordingly the time was fixed and we visited the site at Naurangabad in Haridwar where they had a CNG manufacturing unit from Biogas. They had three units at Jabalgarh, Gendikhatta and Naurangabad having 3000 non-milch cows and a farm of 312 bighas. There I met one person having a causal dressing with beard and clad in Dhoti and Kurta, who was introduced the overall incharge of the unit. After interacting with him, I came to know that he was a qualified chartered accountant who left his material world including his family and surrendered to Shri Mahraj ji and now serving the organisation which was promoted for “GAU SEWA”.
I was highly impressed. Though, this gentleman was very happy and not sharing the financial information about the project initially but later he developed comfort level and became transparent.
Mr. Abhinav Gupta kept interacting me after going from here and discussing a Organic Food Project but some how he was not clear in his mind and I was also not very comfortable with him and I found him a typical cunning God fearing businessman. Since,I understood his intentions, so it did not go a long way and after few days he avoided my calls, so I also decided not to call him.
I got in touch with Alok ji directly because my interest in the project and the Group Shrikrishnayan, which was engaged in a noble work. Alok ji incited me to visit Shri Badrinath Dham where a YAGYA was going on. He suggested me to have Darshan of his Guru ji and attend “Yagya”. He told me that some one else is also coming from Delhi, so they will have a car to go there. He also instead to come with wife.
I discussed with my wife, who got interested and agreed immediately to visit Shri Badri Nath Dham. She was having some apprehensions because we were not having surplus funds but I told her that the arrangements will be made by Alok ji we should not worry and more over this program is fixed suddenly with the wish of GOD so he will take care. Let’s not worry and we decided to go there.
One of my friend wanted me to visit a farm at Saharanpur near Roorkee, so I decided to club with this trip and asked him to drop us at Roorki. So after visiting farm, we took bus from Roorki and reached Haridwar and Alok ji picked us and took to Ashram and finally we reached Jhanvi on 6th with a plan to stay for 6th at Haridwar and discuss the project and after that on 8th July, 2018 we go to Shri Bad Nath and come back on July 10, 2018.
We started at 5 a.m. on 7th and reached at 5:30 pm. We got settled down in a hotel, which was arranged by Alok ji and went for the Darshan of Shri Maharaj ji at 7:30 pm before going for dinner (Prasad).
What a graceful, pleasing and radiating personality as if he was waiting for me and I was destined to meet him. I fell in love with him. I prayed him mentally and requested him to accept me in his lotus feet and he agreed and I prosptraded and sat with other devotees. After some time, he asked us to go for Prasad and our first meeting was over.
Thank my Gurudev Shri Shivneshan Swamiji for this favour and putting me in the divine hands to make me realise the goal for which I descended on the earth.
Thanks to my new Gurudev Shri Maharaj ji for accepting me in his lotus feet. It was a new beginning today. We went for the Darshan of Shri Badri Nath Bahgwan ji and thanked him for granting this opportunity for having his Darshan for which I was wanting for last many decades.
Satyen
MIRACLE OF NAVRATRI & JAP OF SHREE DURGA DWATRISANNAMALA April 13, 2019
Today, I had gone for Puja being carried out by Pujya Maharaj jee at Rohini , New Delhi as “108 Kundi Yagya of Maa Durga”. Though, was not willing to go as I was feeling very very low due to unfavourable circumstances but it was GOD’s wish due to which Maharaj jee asked Swami Sarvanand to call me and to convey that it is his order that I should participate in “PURNA AHUTI”. So, I went there because I had no choice. I really liked it and it gave me immense pleasure and satisfaction.Thanks to Maa Durga for giving me this opportunity to have her grace in the presence of Sadguru Bhagwan.
Another interesting miracle of Maa Durga is as follows : I am not able to sleep for last almost two years. Since, April 2015, I have not slept properly and during last few years, I used to take sleeping tablets. Though, not frequently but occasionally. Initially, I started with 0.25 mg followed by 0.50 moaned finally 10 mg and inspite of that I was not able to sleep specially during 2nd March 2019 till April 06, 2019.
After I returned from my Pooja , I got so much relaxed and I started having good sleep. Thank Maa Durga. The sleeplessness was deteriorating my health and I knew this very well being a Biology Student but I could not not do anything. I am feeling blessed after I attended the “ANUSTHAN”.